I really shouldn’t be alone right now. All my thoughts are just drowning me.
I’m constantly embarrassed. I fidget and twist my hair and pull weird faces and stutter. Some days I feel quite confident, then others there’s a microscopic flaw about myself physically, which will make me embarrassed to walk the streets.
Do you all really care or am I just imagining it?
And here comes the wave of emotions that make me want to go sit and probably die in a hole.